Geez. It has been sooo long since I have written anything. I have so much to say but I am not quite sure as how to get it all out.
Livng on my own has def. been a different experience. Good but different. Very funny how I cling more to my friends now than my family. I was very attached to my family before, but now it seems as if it is the opposite way around. I have a very good group of friends that I am with day in and day out that are wonderful and we have a loads of fun even if it is just for dinner.
I miss my brother terribly though. I cry for an hour every time he leaves. I am completely happy for him but sad not to be around him all the time. I feel bad that he is having to deal with stupid girlfriend issues. Stupid sluts.
Work is good. I see good things in my future there, so I will stick around for a while.
Besides those few things my life has become confusing. These things I stilll do not know how to say nor put down on paper. Maybe one day I will be able to do so.
I am going to the NIN concert tomorrow night so of course I am happy about that; although, it will be a long day especially trecking all the way to Orlando. But hey, he bought a ticket for me so I won't complain.
Got to go........my beans and rice are done! WHOOOO-HOOOOO!!!!!!!
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